mistake: do not know why things because they are not able to listen because I do not give importance to things I do because I have too many things in mind wrong just because why do not mince words, gestures, emotions mistake because it must go well, because all the things that happen around me take a wrong turn mistake because they are negative mistake I run because mistake because I go too fast and I do not dwell. drag behind me just negativity and nastiness .. while we strive to not feel bad, did you play for up to a glance .. are on the edge of endurance, I have a depression crisis, I feel unable to deal with what happens to burn my boats .. I would be that I'm not proving to be. mistake and I still make mistakes ... and no one tells me if I do something good, perhaps at this point, I do not do anything really good .. I will not be able, but come on, we are not able ... are so many people out walking with a thousand more skills than me .. I stay there to do here, to continue to make mistakes to be a burden borne ill ... job change? I'm going to do something where I do not think about anything. I go back to cash? also there was wrong ... then I'm going to do the cleaning, will also be wrong. are tortured from my mistakes, my constant feeling of not being adequate for anything in the role. Now I lock myself in a dead silence, I disappear, so will no longer have to face anything. Nono I'm strong, I'm desperate, weak ... I just want to answer the phone, make photocopies to be a robot, a piece of useless without thought, without emotion ... to die of exhaustion and never had to think nothing. where am I going? where are my boat? student to not be ready ..
mistakes and everything flows nothing changes, the usual terrible bad luck with the car, chronic fatigue, the frenzy of my empty days filled with many things, the uncertainty of my tomorrow, the usual pain, the same desire to do more . Be aware that living together is difficult, there are thousands of silence, which sometimes overwhelms everything in his sleep, only to resurface in an amplified whisper ... be aware that I must be silent, ever prove I'm worth something, be aware that not shut up I want to be there, I can not stop the flow of thoughts and ideas that come to mind. Walk out the door confident that something will be said about me, bending his eyes in front of the silence that hurts, in front of a word that goes out ... everyone is talking about, the hardest thing to accept ... I tried to explain NLP, read a book to see how to change my life, now I speak and write for cancellations, denials, contradictions .. aphorisms and generalizations ... and I do not give anything! anxiety Slip on ...
sometimes silent for so long, terrible time at work, full of obstacles, cohabit cohabitation takes shape ... guys! I that I do not cohabit we'd ever seen, with the red kitchen, my bed already planted, the wardrobe of a thousand projects in the sacrifices, the pink room and the cats, breaking balls, but they are with me .. . you never stop making mistakes, to work as in life, but all in all survive ... although now more than ever I want to bury and disappear under the sea, love my job and I feel really ... Usual Scazzi, used to swallow ... but it seems that despite all the destruction and death crisis of my life goes on ... to my face, and you do not love me ... eat pears to treason ... and November I wonder how much free time I baciotti!
